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Mar 13, 2008 | 3:36 PM PST
Tag: Anna

I spent all day today gardening. It gave me some peace of mind, forgetting a little bit what I am feeling all day. My younger sister is in coma again today. She is now down to 80 lbs. and having morphine day in and day out to ease her pain from pancreatic cancer. Gardening since I woke up at 5 a.m., no lunch yet and it is now 3:30 p.m. I finally stopped and went inside for lunch but even that I can't seem to do. I feel the hunger pain but really no appetite so instead I am writing this blog, just to get this terrible feeling out of my system. Gardening truly helps and the crying. It relinquishes my soul. Anna, my sister, you will be in heaven soon where there will be no more tears nor pain. It is okay to let go. And say hi to mom and dad too when you get there. I am sure they are waiting for you with open arms. I love you so. P.S. So sorry if I offend anyone.

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Deirdre	Mar 13, 2008 \| 4:01 PM PST HUGZ gardenbug. She'll definately be in a better place when she gets to Heaven and won't be suffering anymore.
Debstr	Mar 13, 2008 \| 4:13 PM PST awww - you are not offending anyone...losing someone close is SO very difficult. I still cry over my grandmother who I lost 2 years ago, but I will be with her in heaven one day :-) Debbie in IL Stay strong!
yardgranny6	Mar 13, 2008 \| 5:29 PM PST I know I would garden even without any stress in my life, but it is a wonderful thing to work the soil and see things grow and bloom. Thinking of you, Linda B
garden98011	Mar 13, 2008 \| 6:00 PM PST This is your blog, your feelings-you are safe to share your faith here. I love the sweet words you wrote to your sister, you both were blessed to have each other. Take care-Andrea
SpringChicken	Mar 14, 2008 \| 12:20 AM PST I am very close with my little sister also so I can not even imagine your pain. Letting it out here can be very therapeutic. We are all here for you whenever. Our prayers will be with you and your sister.
bsmitch	Mar 14, 2008 \| 7:50 AM PST God will extend his hand to her and in that moment, lift her out of the weight of life into the reward of pure love. The place we've all been searching for, all through our lives. It's the ones left behind who still suffer. You will understand in time. Bill Mitchell Last edited by bsmitch on March 14th at 7:52 AM.
kerryh	Mar 14, 2008 \| 9:33 AM PST THe Kiss of the Sun for pardon The Song of the Birds for mirth One is nearer Gods Heart in a Garden Than any where else on Earth. Take care and know our prayers are with you. Kerryh
karynthegarden	Mar 15, 2008 \| 8:30 AM PST gardenbug isnt true how gardening is so good. for the soul I know your sister must know how much you love her.

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