bugnutzgrandaughter's Blog

wow!

thats what i had to say for my fist doc appt. april 16th 2008 i was very nervous and scared and overwhelmed i get there and they take a ton of blood and then they ask you 100 qeustions about your family and medical history .

then comes time for my favorite part  THE ULTRASOUND he places it on there and i see this little  thing and he goes congratulations it a baby lol i was so overjoyed it was the most amazing feeling i can not explain it !

then he gets the heartbeat and i can here my babys heartbeat and i just get all teary eyed cause this is something the Lord has done for me and it was the most amazing feeling and i just could not speak  i was so blessed right there and so happy cause that is when it finnaly hit me this is my baby not someone elses doc appt not seeing  there baby this is in my tummy and God has blessed me with this miracle that was never suposed to happen in the first place  and that made it even better i just cant tell you guys how i feel at this moment i am so happy and i will never cease from praising God for what he has given me and i am humbled that he has chosen me to raise a child and i have promised him that this baby will be given back to him and that the baby will grow up in a house of God and will go to church and they will  know everyday that they are a miracle from God and they should not take that for granted 

i will keep you posted  on everything  my next appt is  may 14 so i will have more pics :)