ArchAngelAmaris's Blog

I guess you could say that today is the first day that I have been outside for more that 3 hours. I've been gardening, and I must say that I am extremely satisfied with myself for having done that. Usually, my depression renders me immobilized, and I am inside in my bed hearing things, and seeing things, but not today!!! I was out in the warm sunshine, with a few bulbs to plant for my mom, and some seeds to plant for her too. Even though it wasn't actually my garden that I was working on, I felt happy. I felt even more happy when I watered my flower garden bed. I'm hoping to get a digital camera sometime soon so I can post pictures of the garden's progress. Nothing has grown yet though. I am not nervous anymore, I realize that if it was meant to grow, it will, and if it doesn't, that's okay too, I'll try again.

¡Flores, flores, y mas flores!