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Rebirth.
Feb 26, 2008 | 11:24 PM PST
Tag: rebirth

No sprouts today. I wonder...are they ever going to sprout at all? I don't have that much confidence in myself as a gardener. I thought I saw some sprouts in the peat pots today, but it turned out to be a tiny piece of a leaf from a nearby try. I was disappointed to say the least. I'll keep you guys posted on that. I promise.

 I feel that I've had some sort of rebirth today. I feel like I want to be a young beautiful girl, not a worried, tired, stressed-out, bore.

 I wonder why life looks better, when you look at someone else's. I often catch myself seeing girls and saying, "Why can't I be like them?" With their make-up, mini skirts, hi-heels, pink purses, and cell phone charms. I sometimes feel like going out, and getting that, but then I am not sure if that's what I want. I guess if I'm not sure if I want it, then I really don't want it. I'm sure that I want to garden though. I want my plants to grow, and I want them to be beautiful, and if they have feelings which I believe they do, I want them to feel happy all the time.

 It's time for me to go get what I want out of life.

 Have a good day everyone,